"You're wrong," The blood in her veins boiled as she gazed at the man who sat drunkenly in the tub, fully clothed, and feeling sorry for himself. "For years, I have watched you sacrifice everything for one stranger after another without ever asking for anything in return. It's okay to be selfish, Dean. We all deserve to be selfish once in a while. You deserve some happiness."
(word count: 29,875) (published: 11/19/2020)

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You and Dean reminisce about your childhoods and decide it's never too late to play in the rain. This was written for @letsby's Roaring at Forty challenge. My prompts were "Life begins at..." and "But enough about me, let's talk about you."
(word count: 2,607) (published: 11/19/2020)

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Cass had said "I love you", and he couldn't say it back. His last words to Cass had been freaking "What?". If that was Castiel's true happiness, then this is Dean's true misery, a flashback reel of 10 years of denial and missed opportunity. A story of what Dean went through in the moments after Cass died, and how he put himself back together.
(word count: 2,742) (published: 11/19/2020)

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(Countdown Fic (2/3)) A little after Gabriel and Rowena's library escapade. Sam is not thrilled.
(word count: 878) (published: 11/19/2020)

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Dean Winchester had never given much thought to heaven. He hadn't wanted to go there. - 15x20 Coda/Fix-It
(word count: 1,309) (published: 11/19/2020)

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Dean can have his happiness too!
(word count: 1,314) (published: 11/19/2020)

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Dean saves Castiel.
(word count: 464) (published: 11/19/2020)

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SPOILERS 15x18 AND 15x19! Castiel wakes up in the Empty to find Dean by his side. In which Dean frees Cas from the Empty, brings him home, and takes care of him. Lyrics from "I went to Hell last night" by Mika. DESTIEL. Angst with a happy ending.
(word count: 9,989) (published: 11/18/2020)

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Sequel to "Sometimes a Curse Is a Blessing in Disguise". Jo, Dean and baby Sammy's first Thanksgiving together since they defeated Azazel with the help of Castiel and Sammy chose to remain a child after being de-aged by a witch.
(word count: 5,236) (published: 11/18/2020)

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Things are better after defeating Chuck, but Dean's subconscious is slow on the up-take.
(word count: 913) (published: 11/18/2020)

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How dared the writers do that in Despair? Seriously, how? Cas deserves better. Dean deserves better. And if they have to take half a hour off from fighting Chuck, so be it. Sam and Jack are going to make sure Destiel happens. When 33% (soon 25%) of your team is near-insane with self-loathing, things never work out for the best anyway.
(word count: 5,695) (published: 11/18/2020)

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Jack promised he would be a hands-off God. Amara made no such promises, and she wants to fix something she hurt years ago.
(word count: 1,208) (published: 11/18/2020)

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Ok so this is just Cas and Dean one shots, all prompts welcomed. Rated M to be on the safe side
(word count: 1,946) (published: 11/17/2020)

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Chloe was nothing but his mistake. One he repeated, again and again. Warnings: Angst, smut adjacent, drunkenness.
(word count: 856) (published: 11/17/2020)

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"He collapses into a chair and stares at the initials carved into the table. Everything he has been avoiding thinking about. Everything he has been avoiding feeling. There is nothing, now, to focus on. There is nothing to distract him." Takes place post 15x19 because I'm losing my mind waiting for the finale and this is my attempt at self-care
(word count: 1,749) (published: 11/17/2020)

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Sam, Dean and Castiel are on a hunt that is more exhausting than they had planned. When Dean breaks down on the way back to the bunker, Cas decides to take care of him. One way or another ;-) What begins with fear and doubt, ends with a realization.
(word count: 5,531) (published: 11/16/2020)

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Jack realizes he shouldn't hold back happiness if he can fix it. References S15E19...so spoilers, but is a comfort read if S15E20 doesn't go the way this story does. So alternate ending before episode 20 even airs.
(word count: 1,740) (published: 11/16/2020)

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Post 15 X 19 and a world where 15 X 20 doesn't happen. Life is getting back to normal, and Cas is back. Dean is not handling things well, but he's trying. Sam is tired of being the third wheel of this relationship. Cas decides it's time to take charge. Nothing is ever easy for these two, but they'll get there. Some discussion about suicide, violence, alcoholism, and homophobia.
(word count: 19,171) (published: 11/16/2020)

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Cas doesn't answer to Dean and Dean panics. [Tags: Hurt Dean Winchester, Hurt Castiel, Emotional Hurt, Anger, Betrayal, Sad, Castiels Deal, Secret Relationship, Longing & Desire, Inspired by Music, Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Friendship/Love, Love Confessions, Friendship, Family, Fluff & Angst, Destiel]
(word count: 1,514) (published: 11/16/2020)

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Dean has a favourite movie and he made Cas watch it with him. After that he makes a mixtape and shows Cas his favourite place in Kansas... [Tags: Dean and Cas sneak out, they go for a ride in the Chevy, favourite place Domestic Castiel/Dean Winchester, Marriage Proposal, Mixtape, Dirty Dancing, References Dirty Dancing movie, Love, Love Confessions]
(word count: 2,603) (published: 11/16/2020)

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Castiel and Dean Winchester are just friends...Right? On a seemingly normal hunt tensions brew and buried feelings rise to the surface.
(word count: 2,602) (published: 11/15/2020)

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Castiel had a lot to say when Death was literally knocking on the door. Dean barely said anything. But he was thinking hard. These are his thoughts (spoilers for season 15 episode 18)
(word count: 1,963) (published: 11/14/2020)

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Fix-it for episode 15x19 because I refuse to believe that Dean wouldn't ask Jack to bring Cas back.
(word count: 1,767) (published: 11/14/2020)

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Sam and Dean return to the bunker after defeating Chuck. Jack has restored humanity and technically, they are free now, but now that the dust has settled, they are both struggling with their grief. Then, the phone rings... Additional Tags: Coda, Post-Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth, Grief/Mourning, Fix-It
(word count: 4,393) (published: 11/14/2020)

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After Dad goes back to where he came from, Dean cuts his hair. Tie-in to 14.13, "Lebanon." WARNING: Contains angst and established Wincest
(word count: 4,948) (published: 11/13/2020)

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